“no room for the brain
pain unbearable teeth shut
deep raw heart dead”
You didn’t give permission or consent for the overdose; to leave this earth. Planned action that would be her last. Beautiful, talented, affirmed but pained young woman who made the decision to leave life; to die, to leave this world as she and we know it.
An action contemplated, prepared with words written to others but not spoken. Assurances that she would be at peace but no peace in this final action for those left behind. A lifetime of despair, unspeakable hurt; unbearable pain; never to be forgotten or forgiven.