“My son, if you accept my words and store up my commands within you,2 turning your ear to wisdom and applying your heart to understanding,3 and if you call out for insight and cry aloud for understanding,4 and if you look for it as for silver and search for it as for hidden treasure,5 then you will understand the fear of the LORD and find the knowledge of God.”-Proverbs 2:1-4 (NIV)
I know what I am feeling. I know that God allows me to feel that which I am feeling. There is an honesty of pure love here and nothing more. I also know that I have to protect my heart and tread carefully in order find that which I am privileged to seek. Though I boldly set out to find wisdom, I know that I must be careful with others who do not see that which I seek. I also know that I must surrender all so that I can find the wisdom I seek. I must always follow the way of God and be grateful to be shown the path. I am very careful not to invite others here because they will not understand how I am dedicated to their preservation and happiness nevertheless.